We just got finished reading and learning about the genocide in Rwanda about 10 years ago. While reading about it I got this sense of anger and sadness at the same time. Anger at all the people who stood by and watched this happen, and Sadness at the senseless waste of human lives. I was in tears during a video we watched where they talked about the deaths of innocent people because of something that happen years before. I never understood why people hate each other, I was raised to be kind to all people. Why can people turn their heads and pretend not to hear the cries of children dying? How can people stand at the sidelines and watch a innocent person slaughtered.
We've become hypocrites, just hypocrites, we said "never again" yet it keeps happening again and again. I know there is evil in the heart of man, I just wish there wasn't. When I was little I used to believe everyone was good deep down. Now its reversed, everyone has a darkness deep down in the bottom of their heart. I just want some proof that there is goodness in humanity, that doesn't come after some disaster. I want to believe that humanity can be redeemed. No one's might ever read this, I don't care I just needed to get these thoughts out. Its seems that the only hope I can find in humanity is in fiction. I don't want to lose faith in the world, I just need one piece of evidence that there is goodness in the world, just one little piece of evidence. I am seriously crying right now, that's how strongly I feel about this subject. The killing of people, escpically children, sickens and enrages me, and I don't even like little kids.
That's all I have to say, if any one actually reads this besides Ms. Hollrah, see you Saturday night. Good bye.